Just here to share thoughts
My childhood hometown view.
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FEELS JUST LIKE MIRAGE
that’s bold for me to say and even early, but I’ve always looked for some of the accomplishments that I’ve already done as goals .... despite the size of this goal …. this year felt like it’s not what i’m looking for or it’s … not as i expected .. exactly as if it’s a mirage and every time i reach it it disappears honestly at this moment i don’t know what my goals are and how it would be i know that I want to make films but i would say i hope that it will be an exciting journey. btw that includes getting out of the one-man show trap mentioned below .. stills seems as mirage.
14 OCT 2024 in Amman, Jordan
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Taking landscape photographs feels right again.
Had these moments when I was at Palestine visiting my family and was just thinking of these views as something I grew up with not knowing how beautiful they are.
I would love to have a film shot here in Sir where I spent my first 18 years of my life.
16 JUN 2024 in Sir, Jenin, Palestine
That’s me, in the middle of the one-man show trap. It’s been seven years of work experience and 90% of the projects I did by myself. only working with very few people.
I’m trapped because I taught myself a lot of skills in the video production. I can direct, shoot, edit and color a video that a client would be happy with. but the budget doesn’t cover a 7-12 crew members who I would thrive to invite to help me on these projects.
With the very few projects that I’ve worked as a cinematographer only, I found it very inspiring.
After these years I’m fighting to get out of this trap even if it costs me to get less payed, or having to deal with surprises.
11 APR 2024 in Amman, Jordan